What a start! The first two recordings of STEAM were incredibly exciting. Although this isn't my first podcasting experience, it was the first time I truly held all the reins myself. Honestly, I was amazed by everything involved in organizing a podcast, videocast, and talkshow all in one: from editorial work and sound engineering to directing the floor manager and the final editing. Meanwhile, more than four people are already actively involved, which takes some getting used

There is an interview on the schedule that I am incredibly looking forward to. On February 6, an icon from the Dutch house scene will join me in the studio for the second episode of STEAM: none other than DJ Jean. Our roots on the dance floor Our shared history takes us back to the early 90s, to the steamy nights in the legendary club iT. While Jean brought the room to ecstasy as a DJ, I stood on a block as a dancer. Together, we experienced the rise of an era where everythin

I can finally announce it: the first guest in my brand new podcast/videocast STEAM is none other than writer Henk Bakboord! With STEAM, I'm exploring a new perspective on s*xuality and int!macy in the broadest sense. My goal? To motivate and inspire you to a unique and rich love life. And who better to invite than a man who masters the power of words like no other? What can you expect from this first episode? Henk takes us into the world of erot!c writing . What are the abs

A dream come true: my own podcast is a reality! After my time as co-host of LUST and guest appearances on de Poppencast , De 100 vrouwen van Marcel , and my own little project, Zweefteven , the time has finally come. I'm launching a podcast that explores s*x in the broadest sense of the word: STEAM . Watching and listening The best part is: you can't just listen to it, you can watch it too! STEAM will be a videocast. You can find it on my YouTube channel and, of course,

Some people wonder why I work with psilocybine, when my offerings often revolve around sensuality, touch, and connection. For me, the two are deeply intertwined. Psilocybin can help you connect with yourself. It invites you to honestly look at who you truly are, beyond learned roles, expectations, and protective layers. When you're more in touch with your own truth, space arises for gentleness, clarity, and self-love. And that's precisely where a fulfilling love life begins.

In my work, I use the chili system. Not to label how "h0rny" something is, but to indicate the potential intensity for your nervous system. S*xuality and tantra touch our deepest layers. This means we work trauma-informed . We recognize that everyone carries a burden and that a practice can open unexpected doors. But trauma-informed for me also means radical responsibility . I offer the foundation, the safe container, but you are the captain of your ship. I expect my guest

THE MORE PEOPLE, THE MERRIER Do you get excited about making the next event possible? It’s fun to get a behind-the-scenes look and to be connected with the event and the people. If you feel the spark… let me know! With love, Christina Oud

All participants have already received an email, but for those who weren’t there: here is a recap. Bryan and I decided on the 20th of September that the Turn On Your S*x event had to take place at Akhnaton. I hadn’t spoken to Jeroen for seventeen years. Back in the day, I was at every Wasteland, but you grow older, you have a child, you become a yoga teacher and suddenly your focus shifts away from your black latex and leather outfits. Okay, to be honest, they don’t fit me an

You take off your underwear and think: F… that doesn’t smell good. Not only women but also men can sometimes smell different from what they’re used to. Don’t start using all kinds of products to clean things up down there. That’s probably what caused the new smell in the first place. Vaginal douches, rinsing solutions and all those methods you use to try to get rid of something are usually not the answer. Holding the showerhead against yourself and flushing everything out isn

WHY IS THAT JUICE IMPORTANT? Every relationship has its phases, from fiery passion to quiet companionship. But juiciness, the juicy life energy that flows between you, is what keeps love alive. It’s the difference between merely living together and truly thriving together. HOW CAN YOU DO THAT? Juiciness demands attention, not something to be taken for granted. Take time to truly see each other, touch without purpose, dare to play again, and start with yourself. Juiciness star